martinikiss`

porridge only. ):

2008-07-29T14:36:02Z

Why do I keep falling in and out of sick?
Been having food poisoning since last night.
I hate the nauseous feeling I get all the time.
& I seriously want to eat durian and cheesecake now.

good foodddddd

2008-07-27T19:24:49Z

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY BENJI!

Cafe cartel @ PS

Had buffet dinner today at park royal. OMG SO GOOD.
Fuck, I feel like exploding. I think I just put on 5kg, okay maybe 3 only.
hahaha okay bye

every minute with you (:

2008-07-09T15:50:57Z

We just got an email from our accountings lecturer about what grade category we're in as this point of time.
And Im like half happy that Im in the B category! Considering that the midterm killed everyone of us and I did really badly.
But I still want to get that A... Accountings' one of the few that Im somewhat good at. :/
Plus, we did our stats paper today and Im going to do badly in that again.
Sigh, I havent been doing as well as I need to be.

Ogay moving house has required some sacrifices.
We had to give away our beagle to a really nice owner cos a condo's not gonna do him enough space to run and all. :/
Plus now we'll most prob end up having to give away my shih tzu zach too.
Sigh, this is all getting too much to take.

Anyway on a lighter note, terrielynnn is launching tonight!
Im like damn eggciteddddd
But its nothing much anw, just a means to get rid of the stuff we dont want. heh
Gonna watch red cliff tmr with my elder sister! Its been awhile since I hung with my cool sister. Cool cool.
Ogay better go do my launch now! baibai

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNNNNNNN <3

two weeks and counting. (:

2008-06-14T20:22:34Z

Muffins? Cupcakes? Cheesecake? Cookies?

~~OOSH AT DEMPSEY~~

I swear I just really wanted to copy paste everything from your lj, kerri! HAHA
I just spent like eons trying to upload all the photos from oosh at dempsey. zzz

The before to after! :D

Okay so anyway Jerome (hairstylist friend) gave me like two highlights, purple-red and light brown, and some dark base color that Camelia seems to think is subtle green apparently LOL.
I actually kind of like how it turned out anyway, love the purplered! Just dont like the fringe part that much. Bad job there.
I like really really miss my old hair color now, but what the heck theres always gotta be change. (:
The two projects for both MGI and MGB are just sucking the life outta me. I seriously cant wait until its all over and done with. Grrr
Had project meeting in town just now with the girls until evening, then went for some retail therapy before i headed home with hr. Couldnt watch hulk with shen & the rest. ):

Omg total bad hair day today eeks.

Waited for the sucker to finish watching his stupid game and now he wants to sleep already.
Kept awake in vain. Urgh. Nothing will make up for it!! Lol.

& yes janjan!! i cant wait to go out with you my <3!!!!! :D

back to school!

2008-05-21T18:45:15Z

Zomg I fucking hate sg weather.
Melbourne is like NEVER this humid...
And how retarded can it be to have the same bloody lecturer for 2 modules back to back on the same days?
I will have to see him like for the whole freaking afternooon for some days. Just kill me.

melbourne loveeeeeee

2008-05-08T12:30:33Z

Just now I was gonna post a happy one saying how Im in such a good mood from my first day of shopping here in melbourne!
But then results are out today & when I went to check them, it was the biggest disappointment evaaaa damnit
The rest of the subjects I did okay but I cant believe i actually got a C and C+ in my grades. Suckssssss

But anyway, the shopping here in melbourne is like WAY better than sg laaaaaa
Plus its like autumn now so all the summer clothes are really cheap.
Today was shopping at the DFO at Spencer Street.
I even got a pair of high waisted shorts at A$10! Totally da sexxx
The tony bianco boots were just sooo pretttyyyyyyy but so ex. I was so tempted to buy them but I definitely wont wear them in sg.
I just love where Im staying now, its like IN the city so i can get anywhereeeee so easily. Thanks steph babe. (:
& one thing I love abt being overseas during autumn is that you get to use those boots and nice scarves etc LOL vainpot

Anyway steffieweffie can actually cook now! HAHA. Considering shes been here for a year plus.
& now I know how it feels to live on your own without the 'rents, I get to smoke anytime I want, the best is after a long day and just chilling out on her cosy balcony with the wind.
I bought a pack of dunhill frost just now, and their packaging is SO FAT. Ciggs are more expensive here than sg apparently.
Anyway I forgot to bring my stupid camera cable here so photos only when im back in sg! yay (:
Im not done shopping at the DFO. Gonna go back there on the last day or something to get those stuff I put on hold in my head LOL.

I saw this pair of nice light grey jeans from JUSTJEANS at the dfo. Its going at S$66 after conversion. Should I get it???

wheeeeee 4 more days! :D

2008-05-02T19:20:30Z

Oh gosh Im feeling slightly indigested now. Just came back from supper at simpang.
Bangers & mash babyyyyyy fucking good
Totally satisfied Az :D
My eyebags and black rings are all starting to appear from the sleeping at 6am and waking up at 12pm lol
Had mj 2 whole nights in a row siaaaal
Watched Ironman with shen yall & it was goodddddddd I feel like watching it again!
& I wanna get my hair highlighted. Im still in a dilemma as to what color to streak.
Purple? Blond? Brunette? Dark blue?

macdonalds breakfasttttt

2008-04-24T20:15:23Z

Im so glad the freaking exams are more or less over. Only left with mgq next tues. Makes me feel so uncomfortable all over.
Like in holiday mood but cant enjoy completely. Stupid.
The ManU vs Barc match last night was a draw but was quite eggciting.
& I completely didnt sleep a wink the night before, studying for fucking ugc. But i think i still screwed up the fucking paper.
Omg I cant seem to watch Gossip girl. Its killing me.
Oh april just had her 22nd birthday. Happy birthday again! (:
& Im a serious dumbwit cock for leaving my phone at his house and not realising after I got home. Fucking stupid.
Hes acting as my telephone receptionist/secretary hahahaha fucking funny
Damnit. Been eating too much restricted food. Growing fat.
& I finally get to taste how annoying and anal it can be to have a fucked up connection, I kept signing in and out. Utterly annoying.
And cracking your knuckles actually make your fingers big and fat and stump. Eew.
I tried driving the other day but I still suck at it. The first time I braked so hard my mum jerked forward it was seriously LOL
Shit I SO need to go get that pair of pretty shoes
Oh you should so watch america's got talent, some are just so funny I rofl

fate maybe?

2008-04-09T17:07:52Z

omg all the project work deadlines just took away our lives, at least mine grrr
Thank god after next monday ALL the projects will be done.
& I dread Monday, gotta wear formal again for marketing. :/
& kamlin sucks. She gave our group freaking low. One of the lowest maybe. I wish I can just do something to her hair.
Okay, so ambrose came back to school on monday. *gasps*
That was just weird shit, having to talk to him.
"oh hi! so how've you been?"
"um im fine. how're you?"
"oh im fine."
"you put braces?"
"err yeah. (like duh ass)"
weirdddddddddddddddddd
Anw the previous weekend before we celebrated kelly's birthday! Went to chips. (:
Then last weekend celebrated jac's birthday. Went to dempsey for dinner.
Alright for this whole week it just happens that Ive been going to class later than usual. Im just not in the exam mode. Shit.
Went for dinner with DeckDeck just now after our meetings. Hahaha your groupmates came up with such a cute name for you! lollollollol
& I just had the impulse to upload all the random peekchasss
Back to ugc now, BYE

HI.

The suzie's camper like SUPER KEWL.

jac and the cow.

happy birthday kelly dear! <3

Post-Coms presentation lol

Old arab st photos!

fayfay!

bliss in the midst

2008-03-25T18:42:56Z

Holy shit later's presentation & Im just done with my script. Im wondering if I should say what I wrote, its disgustingly lame lol.
& my handwriting's so eligible i hope i can read it later.
I need to sleep bad, last weekend was just power packed.
Mj overnight at my place then deuel's was just crazy. Lost money ):
Finally had shisha with fay and enli! Love them to deathh
Weilong david deuel came tooooo
Fayyy I want the photos!
Damnit I missed the chance to go home club with fay. Kellaye organize one quick!
ooooo I want the step up 2 soundtrack.

Enli love!

Skinny to fat. lol

I just love those idiots.

2008-03-19T15:51:24Z

~~I wish I knew what i did wrong, to deserve this treatment from you.~~

Oh gawd the tightening just killed me again. Its bright orange now lolll
Porridge for the next few days! :/
I caught step up 2 yesterday with ben bowling LOL
totally loveeeeeeeee the show i swear its so good.
was in a pms-y mood for two days and thankfully he cheered me up. (:
Sent shan off at the airport with the jokers zj daniel and zd.
Im gonna miss her so baddddd ):
& im so exhausted now, those idiots just kept me laughing my ass off almost every minute.
Okay I need to get down to serious studying and more sleep. Lagging. Bye!

I need to catch up on sleep

2008-03-12T17:38:49Z

WOW. Played mahjong at my place today and I was the overall winner. AMAZING.
I even won deuel and victor the prosssssss hahahahhah
Aye fuck, got so much work to do
I need to do something about my wordpress.
K bye.

It was anger, not heartfelt and true.

2008-03-06T18:44:31Z

Had to retype this bloody post again cos I accidentally closed the window. -.-
Anyway, midterms are finally over, such a sigh of relief.
Screw ugc and accounting.
I dont think Ive ever done well in history in my life.

Met up with Fay last sat to study, but ended up more of a catch-up session lol.
She drew that specialised ciggarette case for me hahaha so cute
Yay fayfay lets go out soon! (:

& of all times, I must come down with fever and flu the night before accounting.
Havent been sick in a really long time, cant believe I see green phylem now. (okay you didnt need to know that.)
Stupid flu still persisting until today, thats why didnt go to shen's chalet. ):

I have made a resolution to lose weight and study consistently and sleep earlier. (Right.)
I desperately need retail therapy. It works.

From like eons ago.

CNY shopping lol.

I managed to pull the innocent look away from her! :D

Oh, my straight hair!

CNY at deuel's.

Haji Lane, love the old specs

In memorial of not having braces.

Omg there is still coms test on Mon. GG.

a slap of reality

2008-02-19T05:30:03Z

Even though it hurt so much yesterday, Im still glad that I learnt a life lesson.
It wasnt easy sitting there, getting slapped in the face by your words once again, and making me upset even more. You wont ever know how much you shaked my world at that instant, like everything was just a facade.
Forget it, Im gonna be bettter after this, and fuck you, but thank you so much for enlightening me about some people.

They cancelled ugc lesson last minute today, woke up early to go to school for nothing.
Keely's over now, we gotta go to school soon again for marketing.
God, its a really lazy tuesday today.

I think I need just a little more time.

2008-02-16T18:41:29Z

Oh wow Manu vs Asnl 3-0 now.
Anyway, I have light purple braces now, which btw are killing me. The pressure on my teeth is o m g.
Played lan yesterday for like 5 or 6 hours straight with shen efei and co.
Im so thankful for friends like them who took the initiative to ask me out and to ask if Im okay.
Thanks to those who were listening in the car :D
I really feel so much better now. But not physically, had to skip shen's house outing today. :/
Im so not looking forward to church tomorrow. Sian.

worst valentine ever.

2008-02-14T17:55:55Z

This is the most uncoming valentines day ive experienced.

Okay, I must be blinded to not believe what everyone says about you, still trusting that you arent that kind of person. Nice work. Okay whatever, I dont want to care. But thanks to those who asked if I was okay.

Im nervous about how I'd look like tomorrow after braces. zimzemzomzam

purple?

2008-02-13T18:36:36Z

Okay my rubber bands doesnt hurt that much anymore.
But my nightmare's coming soon on friday. Shit.
Pastel purple or pastel pink or red on my teeeth, anyone?

Im so f-ing annoyed with you lah wtf is your problem.
You're the one with the weird thinking.
I agree with april, St. Valentines is a heartless bitch.

the price to pay

2008-02-11T17:47:35Z

I swear. Im. dying. of. pain. now.
Saveeeeeeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeee
Four fucking extractions at one go. Go try it.
I know im being a wussy and whiner. But fuck, lets see.
I had alot of injections (lost count), stitches on my gums to stop it from bleeding, even though it didnt stop until 5 hours later. Now still can taste blood in my mouth sometimes.
I had rubber bands stuffed between my back teeth to separate them so that I can put the metal braces on this fri. They cause my teeth to shift so, more pain.
I havent eaten anything ever since then cos my mouth aches like shit. I have to drink water through a straw. Dont know how Im gonna eat in sch tomorrow.
I have a splitting headache from the pressure from the extractions.
I took the painkillers but they dont help much. Now pain's on and off but when it comes, its a sudden sharp pain.
HOW THE FUCK DO I SLEEP TONIGHT.
& Im gonna put the metal braces this friday.
My nightmare isnt over.

Oh, Im so grateful, kevin and deuel, for accompanying me to the dentist.
I really couldnt have done it on my own. I think you guys had a hard time trying to pacify me when I was being such a wuss and cried even before extracting bcos I was so frigging scared. lol.
Thanks kev for sending me home (:
Im having the WTF feeling right now, annoyed and depressed and everything mixed together.
This really sucks. It better fucking pay off.

I guess I have to do this all by myself.

2008-01-26T18:11:29Z

Came back from the interior designer's just now.
Felt like it was a total waste of time, it wasnt something I wanted, and hes so adamant on his designs. Annoying.
Could have gone arena with fay and the rest, damnit.
Shit, I still need to write that post for the comms blog.
Yay, I cant wait for cny to eat the sorrows away.
Things really aint going well for me right now. Sigh.

P.S. I love second serenade.

pray usage of my feelings isnt your tool

2008-01-22T17:33:53Z

Im so tireddddddddd
went window shopping after mgm today. with surprise surprise? lollll
There's really nothing nice now ):
Only saw stuff at mng.
I need to work that sinful brownie from brownie factory off tomorrow.
I cant get my ass down to serious studying. Save me.
My parents are coming back tomorrow, amazing I didnt play hard while they were gone.
Big auntie is coming soon. Sucks.

unglam unglam unglam

2008-01-18T17:47:02Z

Im. not. going. to. drink. again.
It apparently seems everybody knew about our dbl o trip. :o
I got completely wasted, concussed and mer-lioned for 5 hours straight.
Weighed myself just now and lost 1 kg from that.
My head hurts like shit cos it has been bumped everywhere possible.
A big thankyou to those who took care of me, esp sx nick david who had to carry the very heavy me. :/
I hope it isnt the bumps on my head that are making me giddy and neaseous still.

candiedwhales @ 2008-01-14T22:02:00

2008-01-14T14:38:28Z

Im feeling so fucked up cos I think I really screwed things up and I was really close to losing a valuable good friend.
Im really so thankful that you forgave me. Its the best thing in the world.
I swear I really didnt do it intentionally, not to mention "stab" you in the back.
Even though you may not trust me ever again, but i'll prove it to you that ive learnt and wont make that mistake again.
Love you lots, girlfriend.

First day of school was okay, I pretty liked the classes actually.
Cant believe COM 101 is about creating a wordpress journal and writing about school.
Felt so happy to see my friends whom i havent seen in pretty long.
I didnt manage to catch jamie and shenny and gabby today though. ):

Comms meeting on wed after lecture.
So on, I likeee.

fishfishfish

2008-01-13T18:45:02Z

The pictures from fishing overnight at bedok jetty with jerome and co that day.
We caught pretty alot of fish :D
The next morning we went back to jerome's place to eat the fish. It would've been okay if it wasnt that salty lol.

Ive been spending quality time with the teevee.
I actually stayed home the whole weekend. Amazing.
& school's starting in afew hours, but I cant get to sleep.
Body clock still screwed, shiat.
& Im moving back to watten for now except the weekend.
Okay see yall later.

Crabby!

Fishyyy

Nice haircut CA lol

Act kampong boy laa

Catch of the night&day!

shutupbitch

2008-01-10T13:16:39Z

Just came home from keely's for tanning and parkway for dinner.
Pity it kept raining, couldnt tan.
Pictures up tomorrow or something, in keely's camera.
Thank god for Jesmund who sent me home, or else I wouldnt make it in time to see the interior designer.
Dont like this one, prefer the one who came in the morning. He knew what I wanted.
Im going to lose count on how many IDs are coming.
Okay gotta rush to jerome's now to go fishing with gang. Bye.

angstyyy

2008-01-09T18:33:58Z

Im so fucking pissed and upset at the same time.
With different people.
I think I need some time to myself. This is ridiculous.